I realised that I have been grumbling and complaining alot recently. May be because I have high expectations. I don't know. But I feel that what I expect are merely just basic human principles, but yet, so many people cannot attain it.

I no longer have patience for such people.
I no longer want to be magnanimous and forgiving.
I no longer want to give in and be generous.

I know now, why some people chose to be selfish and only think for themselves. Because this is reality. In this world, this era, many people only think for themselves. If you always put others before you, you will suffer in the end, and ultimately, only you yourself will understand how terrible it feels.

Of course, you still have to be responsible and have intregrity. This is the basic. You are still answerable to yourself. As long as you can live up to your concious and hold your head high, you have my respect.

I feel enlightened.