Arrr.... I'm so damn pissed! Why can't my mum or anybody else understand what I'm going through? It's not that I enjoy what I'm doing now. But do you really know what I'm doing?! Nobody does. Although I may seem to be restless or idling, but I am actually not. I am upgrading myself, and working on a long-term project which I hope to share with everybody in a few years' time. It's just that I cannot show my family or tell them my true feelings. Why not? Cause they will worry... and it will not do good to anyone. Hence, I'll rather portray an optimistic me in front of them. BUT... my mum is still complaining about money... money money money.. always money... complain all the way to KL to my granny.. and my granny comes back to tell me about it... ask me to loan her money.. come on! If i have extra, I would. But i am really tight now... real tight... think about how much I contribute every month when I am working. Think about it! I am generous enough already. Look at those adults who don't even give their parents money. Do they know how to appreciate my effort? Damn it! Does anyone truly understand what I'm going through... arrrr....