HELP ME SOMEBODY!

I've been having severe headaches everyday since I recovered from my fever and flu. It's horrible! The feeling is intolerable! It's like something pounding the back of your head or somebody squeezing your brain for juice and more juice! Arrr....

Actually, I think the root of this problem might be due to stress. Not sure if it is, but everytime when I am stressed, these symtoms will start to appear. I recently watched a documentary on stress and symtoms are:

- Do you experience headache whenever your work is finishing or when you have nothing to do?
- Are you not able to focus every morning after you get up?
- Is your body aching?
- Are you losing your appetite?

The above are some symtoms only. And I've realised that I've got most of it. Moreover, I did visit a doctor once last time to diagnose these and he said it could be due to stress. And the next few times when I have these, I more or less know it's related to stress.

Actually, research says that stress is not just attainable when symtoms appear. It can also arise when there are no symtoms. Hence, all of us must occasionally let our hair down and play as hard as we work. Only you can cure your own stress.

For myself, I think the root of it comes from work. I was struggling to accept a lower paying job or wait for a higher prospect job. Interest VS Money. And guess what!? I even visited a fortune teller cos' of this! Haha... ok, my mum's idea. But well... there's always a first time! But I have to warn everyone that this kind of thing is can be believed but don't get hooked. It's not healthy.

Anyway, I finally decided to accept the lower paying job, but just the day before when I wanted to go sign the employment letter, they told me that they might need to reselect due to more applicants applying for this position. Manz! I felt so disgusted! I mean... what kind of professional ethics are you talking about here? So I've decided to reject this job regardless of the result. And true enough, my headache reduced. So I concluded that it's due to work. Oh well... there's always another door for me right? I just need to be patient. As they say, 'xiu xi shi wei le zou geng yuan de lu'. Oh well oh well, I'll just take this time to practice my driving and language. Been wanting to polish up on my Malay and Japanese. Guess this is the best time... jia you!!!

Same to all of you out there too! There is no dead end!